becoming...

every day...i am evolving...into the person i've always been...

one day...i will look back and remember me...

i have only recently realized that i must cease struggling against who i allowed others to convince me that i should become and relax into the being that i have been all along...

yes...i have dreams and aspirations and goals and so on and as such...and yes...i know that i possess a fair amount of intelligence and talent and that i have so much potential...

i don't apologize to anyone who may be disappointed by my lapse into self that leaves their expectations of my greatness unfulfilled...

it's becoming clearer to me that my definition of success does not meet those outlined by the society that i live in...

and struggling under the oppressive chains of that definition...i had begun to label myself...as unmotivated, indecisive, lacking follow through, a failure, full of sh*t, lazy, sorry even...but in reality...i am none of those things...

instead...what i am...is free...

free to become the person i already am...