Miracles and Blessings

I first heard "Miracles and Blessings" from a character played by actress Tamala.Jones. She had just been to some sort of party with her sisterfriends. As she was driving off, she waved out the window and hollered, "Miracles and Blessings, Ladies. Miracles and Blessings!"

It stuck with me. Since then, I use it as the closing for all of my personal emails and any internet message board posting.

I've also expanded it somewhat to say, "May your life be filled with miracles and your cup overflow with blessings."

Miracles and Blessings.

Two Roads Diverge

Which one do I take?

With 35 less than a month away, I find myself at a crossroads. I am slightly out of sorts and pondering which choice will be the right one for me.

I wish I could be more expressive about exactly how this not of 'something' feels in my tummy. I am thinking that more than anything, I just want to document how this 'something' is throwing me off balance. That way, I can look back at this later and better analyze what this 'something' is.

It's taking my focus off of the big picture.

And since I'm rambling and not really resolving anything or even making that much sense. I'm going to end this inadequate entry and do what I always do when I come to this kind of crossroad.

I am going to keep living, one heartbeat, one breath, one moment at a time.